effort go ahead it’s a real truth

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I usually think： although not for what the far ideal，for to good life，you also must effort struggle，don‘t say what romantic life，fuel、rice、oil、salt also make you terrible。 plan my road，step by step to go，not with mouth to say，with the heart to do，in we can master and struggle time，to raise our life quantity，don‘t a road its bend，also don‘t have a kind of effort it’s diserted，beause the life bright isn‘t by an end to talk good and the bad，life’s running，depend on insist，the all of sucessful，depend on effort，although have one hundred reason abandon，you also need to look a reason hardly，don‘t for else，just for in the future that you，wouldn‘t blame ever that you。     whenever life on the road will meeting many obstacles ，all wish we can pay all effort ran this distance，nobody for your failure resposobility，only for your success to congratuation！the effort‘s significance  it’s for to see the bigger the wolrd，it‘s for own freedom  to choose  life chance，it‘s for in future don’t bow the head
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that year， I forgot myself

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Woke up in the dream， I suddenly discover，turn back head discover that I forgot myself

   in dream， I abandoned by a certain person，iam in the corner by abandonment forgot。in crowded，none sense me exist in，I loudly shout，no see anyone back head。 I begin tense up，begining to fear，why have one able understand me，why none sense me in exsit？

    just in this time， I accidentally heard some whisper。 the sound so light，cannot to see anyone，and also don’t know these sounds come from where spread。 only sense，it‘s should from so far distance to come。

    “look at you，a little the color didn‘t have，the person by attract always due to the something its light，look at you ，aways dark everyday，don‘t have a little of the light，how to make another person know your exist”？heard this woman the sounds， another one don’t have to speak words，just in here whimper。 gradually，the sounds far away，left a piece quiet too。

    These two-person are who？want to see but unable to see 。gradually， another scene appear too，one of extreme the common women stand behind me，one of common to once in the brain cannot keep any shadow。 she seems to think what，what decision she is doing，past so long time，she pats the table in front，she seems made an important the decision



then the scene rather fast  the flashover 。her wear changed ，the mental activity more than the previous，the carrier have a little achievement，the whole of the person not same than before，the around just like have one hoop of light circle，to be the focus on

    next one the dark again，no sounds。gradually，the far distance of the sounds  start to enter my ear。” before all of the things it‘s me make mistake，we are  together beginning ，well？” the voice so low，but odder it’s  not that two women the sounds the before I heard，it‘s a man

    past some time so long ，had heard women reply：“that years ， I forgot myself，now I want the better love meself once，the all follow myself heart” didn't have the agreement and didn’t have refuse，just so lightly，the lightly just like the sky of white cloud，follow the wind and the cloud to wander”。

    just like in dream woke up suddenly， I seen，that women It‘s me！turn back head knew，that some years ， I effort to love certain person，effort life’s for him，let make myself became so ordinary，lose origin that multicolor life of self。 that some years， I forgot gave myself a little the love，no have to own the life，always depend on who men to live，never waste one penny put myself body，until my light hoop turn down

    however，the dreams are woke up， I also will  love me again the better once ！


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