Whom pink red color of high heel shoes

   My name call“baola” and at this time it's lunching moment， My room It's dark black all， I am playing with an unknown name tape， at my house where a broken drawer had find out。

    The tape slowly gradually showing， It's the mental problem of a beautiful girl who gradually appears in front of the camera， then the girl is running and disappeared， in the front of the camera shows a pair of pink high heel shoes， pink color， It's me the best love one color， this color describe belongs to cute and various of young girls the heart of me。 the pink color high heel shoes began to move， It's seems like after what the stuff， at this time I see a pretty girl too， I saw the pretty girl again once， this time just like frightened that form， she is running underwear shoes， she was the back pink high heel shoes is after her 。how should I do？ the shoes、the pink high heel shoes， after her so tightly， didn't have to give her to the breath of the chances。 once didn't and the ways to control oneself， It's running must be， cannot stop down。 It feels like dying soon，won't see any wishes， only have to run。Cannot stop down。 Wow, one voice sounds， and my house room suddenly opened。 my mother is coming in， she the full of face sorrow and disappointment to watch me。 I am so tired， just feeling so tired， after suddenly disappears all things just now， It's the whole of dark black in front of me, and everything is no exit suddenly。 my mother so loves me。 but I am unusual the children， I always do not correct things， though It, is not willing to do that， I cannot hold myself， only I can see the scene that others are unable to see， My action it's so strange for another person to comments。 class is beginning， I play games with other classmates。“baola， you pretend a beautiful fairy， No attention lose the way and fall into another common world， all the children are after you now， they very admire you， you running away let them to after you” the game it's beginning， you follow me to start now， Iam alone one person toward running ahead。 they are after me so lightly， let me once don't have any to breathe chance， let me once cannot stop down， Iam hurry the heart once cannot control of two legs， I am so tired， as I back head suddenly to discover that the pink high heel shoes are after me， how should I do？ I feel it's soon to die， but it's approaching me， I spit to spit toward it， “go away， don't after me”！“baola， what happened with you”“you are spit to spit toward that pink color high heel shoes， You do not do that， this is only for a games。“the teacher the whole of face who i's blame that form， I have a habit in fact。 I always it 's。to do anything let pals unable to understand of the stuff。 I feel should be far away here， I lost the wish。 afternoon need to training play， I perform its schedule twenty minutes after。 I go to the washroom to wash my hands， and the water straight flow down from the faucet， My hands paste so light waters shadow the pink color high heel shoes， the pretty voices at the back of me which suddenly loudly， “washing it soon“I can't control

myself。 I with the strength to wash it， once can't stop down。 I feel my fingers are pump blood， but I can't control myself， and I don't know why to washing away from it， but I really can't make it stop down。“baola， your perform time is up。” suddenly I stop down yet， I sense to perform a play， I come to the classroom of theater。”baola， you are late 20 minutes” I seem to like to imitate of teacher the talk， actually I don't want to this， but I really unable to control myself， I always do wrong somethings， however, these iT's not me mean to do that。 the teacher hasn't angry， just so means to say whoever takes draft paper content reads letters and words lets me soon, and take away belongs oneself want to try to perform the role。 I hold one of the frightened girls，“get out of， don't follow me”。I only read this one sentence。 the teacher said： “It 's ok， you can go。” teacher， could you give me a chance again， I didn't to means late， I just go to the washroom to wash my hands”

    The teacher sees me that my fingers on paste some blood and scratched me。 she let me read once again。 I

back head， see that beautiful girl at the gate toward me to smile。“get out of， don't follow me”。I read it so well。 the speed and rhyme so satisfy make a teacher。 when I back home and opened the backyard gate， that beautiful is stood there， she sketches out of her hands said： soon with me running， soon！ the pink high heel shoes are after me， so go there， together running with that girl。 I ask her Who needs help， I want to stop， but it's once can't stop down， I can't feel any wish。 that pretty girl still pull me to keep running， she said： if you stop down so won't have any the wish。“baola！ suddenly I pulled my mother。 I can't see that beautiful girl。 I loudly scream “you don't go， you tell me， how should I do？” the mother tightly hug to me， said： love me。do not have anybody can understand my mood。 I ever heard said family， they are won't believe it。 I am jumping the step on the stage at school， I jump from the first floor to the twenty floors。 I continue to jump while I back head。 I jump three-floor one once。 I must jump。 I fall once and once again。 my body on having many of hurt。 I stop learning at school。 the night， I crawl to the top of the floor。 I see a hole， and under the hole have the beauty of the stars， it is like a fairyland。 that beauty girl toward down to sink， I feel that place just it's me the best suit place， I funny and smile to down。 I feel it's soon get rid of。 so comfortable、so relaxed and so fabulous feels。