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The factory outside has a road， and by the road, where have planted many lotus trees。 Its flowers open reason while I coming， thick of fragrant flowers covers fully the entire the road。
In fact,， the job is so simple， Just let several chemistry medicine ratios churn fixed thick， Qualified or not which makes a decision by a chemist。 Just to the beginning, I didn't know have so much mystery， then had someone point to me， also just beginning to praise the chemist staff，, after all, they handed in the master of my salary right of the high and the low。
On a rainy night， We class chemist classmate named “xiaoxia” come here take a sample， one handhold umbrella and another handhold the sample， Not very convenient， so I am hurry run out from the operating room and gave her a lift and an umbrella， and she back for her head and sweetly smile unexpectedly make me ghost fall down。 said seriously， she grows up not so pretty， But quite classy， the body slim is perfect， Especially her face smile It really has： the best of beautiful that While Her blow nod of tender， Just as water lotus as general shy。
But the best let me crushing she has a special character But other girls do not live。 That day， I gave her hand her some sample， Just Want to go， she suddenly called my name and stops， I turned back to her and discovered my overalls fell down a button。 I smiled： “overall， fall down let it fall down”！“But her so careful to say： don't be， that an experience looks so pleasant！ Here I have needle lines and button， take down overall sew for you。”
As she completes the last needle， bends her head down chew cut off lines that a moment， There is some warmth over the whole of her body in my heart， at a far distance from the country that received a piece of heterosexual regard that make me appreciate so many。
I begin there is something or nothing toward that experiment run every time， carry on quit school of risk and curse by the headmaster who buys some snack of her the best love for her often， speaking a few joking make her funny...
I feel get along too near with her， From her words understand that she is so satisfied when she wants to have her own house in this city。
so Just I get off work I will run a clinic to work。 I follow my grandpa ever learned china medicine， he left me a book name call“
《 gynecology master key》， I use the above book however cure well several females with dysmenorrhea， The boss is very fun， Willing me raise my salary， so this month shall have 8000-10000RMB income， extra plus original deposit， half year ability to pay off a new house in advance pay down。
Sunset of an autumn day， The weather has cool breezes， I wear a mask and am cleaning up， Walk come a person at the door outside， It's her， “xiaoxia”， what does she come in doing？ she walks to the boss in front the table， foot sound as a fly： I want an abortion， how much？ I am so surprised， she， she, after all, will come...I with her didn't reach that step as intimate。
As an operation, I assist my boss do some hand tools， because I have a bit hurry， and have several times hand wrong instruments， The boss looked at me for a few seconds that not satisfied。 When I watch science story films fresh blood flows out whenever I have no method to hold it， Run to the washroom spit out spit。 when I back operating room the boss is telling her： you have abortion many times， Notice the next time don't pregnant again， otherwise have a life dangerous！”
“xiaoxia” by the wall， weakly nod， stand up walk go out， the body suddenly backward lean， I am hurrying to help her。 she should don't have seen me， her entire body close to me， entire body wet with sweat and water， I look at her that weakly shape can't hold it run out opposite of street medicine， buy a big bag of body tonic， When I come back， she has gone doesn't any shadow。
I don't want the reason， Maybe love with treasure doesn't have any relationship It's really， I just want far away from this city。
Its flowers fall down of the season， though still have flowers fragrant float， It's blowing by wind， and fall leaves off hold full the road！
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